As she takes that last breath,
She comes back to reality.
All the sadness and pain comes back to haunt her
Making her relive her deepest depressions.
She thinks she can always escape this agony for good,
But it’s always there waiting for her to fail at any second.
And that’s why when times are good,
She takes a step back to realize
That this feeling is only temporary
When she takes that last breath.
Labyrinth of a Girls Mind 
Hi Erin, I want you to know that you are definitely NOT alone. Many people have their own personal demons that stick to them like a giant dark cloud that hangs above them. It’s more than normal and tons of people feel this. These people are hard to find because they’re not courageous enough to share those emotions(especially to the public). Also you may never meet them in person because they don’t like to go out much.
I should know cuz I’m a hardcore introvert. I’m an only child From a broken home. There were Many many manyyy days where I felt lonely and unworthy to the world, but still I hoped for a fresh start the next day.
After my darkest moments I always have to remind myself that there are people just like me, and people who have it worst than I do. That thought always helps me.
After awhile, I’ve embraced my introvertness, and can honestly say that it doesn’t bother me as much anymore. But I still get lonely. Like you, I wish I knew people like me who could relate on a deeper level. I could tell you soooo much more on this topic but I’d probably have to publish it into a book.
I’d love to have a conversation with you to see more of your thoughts.
LikeLike
Hi Michael! Sorry it’s taken me a while to reply back. But i really appreciate your comment. It’s always nice to find people who are going through the same problems as you. And yes I would love to have a conversation with you as well, I don’t really give out my phone number but do you have instagram? We could talk on there
LikeLike